Wan to noe wad i'm eating today?
-jellyfish
-ru(3) chicken
-lobster... ooh...
-and rice lah...

yupps. dat's moi dinner today. all my fav stuff... haha... but it's not everyday dat i eat lobster lor... so dun wah..... so loudly.

ha. recently many peeps say moi blog v pink. but it's nice wat... at least to mi. haha.
saw kia wee today. heeren. wif his......... hmmm. they were.......... ya. din say 'hi'. kinda shocked act. hmmm... i'm still shocked act. hmmm... hmmm... oh wells.
and i saw lotsa peeps at heeren today lor... sum ex-schmate... sum current schmate... and MICHE!!! and her frens... saw them at heeren... ha... anwz, happy bdae miche...

hmmm... i'm still eating. it's really v nice. recently i've been writing kinda long entries... act whu will bother, or haf so much time to go read 'em?? and i'm lyk crapping all da way lor... hmm. shall stop here fer today.

i long...
fer a crystal clear pathway dat would lead peeps to moi soul. moi thots. moi mind. moiself.

i lurve the eyes of children. such innocence, such purity, such vulnerability. Sumhow, as ppl grow up, their eyes grow to be ones dat are defensive of the outside world, ones dat show no mercy to those who invade 'em, ones dat dare not love, dare onli to hate and despise.

These may be sweeping statements dat are not necessarily true fer everyone. but do take time. look arnd u. people. kids. their eyes. there's a distinct difference bet. grown up's eyes and dat of the lil ones. i just love the way kids look at things wif such curiosity, such purity.

i had those eyes b4. i knew it. cuz everyone are born wif dose eyes. but tink mine lasted fer a shorter time. i was eager to grow up. it wasn't a choice fer mi. i matured faster. a part of mi longed fer childlikeness. it neva expressed itself.

now i'm old enuff... to realise dat i shld be younger. not of maturity and thinking, but of the heart. being young at heart. nothing abt playing bball at the age of 72. nothing abt learning to knit when you're already a housewife. all abt being willing to be vulneable to ppl. all abt daring to love wad the society may hate. all abt learning to laugh at your own mistakes. all abt appraoching things without biasness. all abt being lyk a child.

i long...
fer a crystal clear pathway dat would lead peeps to moi soul. moi thots. moi mind. moiself.

i long...
to be able to haf eyes... dose of a child.

Oh man. Oh man. Oh man. This is it... This is prolly the best movie i've eva seen in moi entire life... it's not an overstatement.... But it also goes to show dat i have lousy taste fer movies... Atticus, you've done it... ahh... it's so 'french'... and thus, it's so... romantic...

After watchin 'amelie', there's juz tis' huge smile on moi face... tis' moive showed that miracles DO happen... no matter how slim the chances are... and dat life is beautiful...

Oh man... i think i gotta watch arts central more.....

Was lookin back moi life. Many peeps sucked back into da dark materialistic world. It's a bondage acting on 'em wif such strength... and they'd prolly juz let dat strength work at it's own free will... neva wantin to break dat bond... till one day, if it'd eva happen, till dat day when they see their maker face to face... ... it's a day too late.

Will i be lyk dat? Pls.. by God's grace, let not such stupidity run in moi veins...

Why would peeps wanna drink?
1. it acts as a depressant... they'll feel lyk they dun haf problems... but wat can drinks be but a momentary dream where ultimately, u've still gotta wake up wif a horrible headache and face da world...

2. Peer pressure. sounds stupid but freakingly real in tis' stupid world where peeps look fer security in havin great frens.

3. it seems cool. juz fer da title. 'i drink.. you?' again. sounds stupid but FREAKINGLY REAL in tis' STUPID world where peeps find security in having great image. being cool.
(you'll get **** cool (cold) when ya finally decides not to drink)

4. pure curiosity. where most peeps use tis' as a shield. if ya fall in da prev. catergories, ferget it... stop defending, b real!

Do i sound too fierce?? Do i sound too strict? Yet again, wat's da truth?? Wad's da fact dat haf to be spoken... to prevent stupidity frm continuing to run in da veins....

Guess dat's enuff fer now... oh man... ARGH! will tis' eva get in ya brain?

dilemma... dilemma...

sigh. fer dogs noe why. (i'm using dogs cuz i dun wanna abuse god's name) act, i noe why. but it's*censored on tis' blog. bah.......

had singer's meeting... learnt lotsa stuff... both inspiration and stuff fer spiritual growth... willowcreek church has great support singers...whoa... hope of god will haf such singers too!! Amen???

Came back frm rc... was playing RISK juz now wif Daniel... muahaha.... i tink it's reallie fun man... noe why?? muahaha... cuz i kept on throwing 6... reallie farnie man... den he kept kanaing all da ones, threes kind lor... i tink risk ish reallie v fun lor... muahaha... find one day we must haf the ultimate risk challenge... it's bet. mi, siew luanz, jeremiah, and daniel... haha... at that time, we shall see... who's truly the conqueror!!! Muahaha...

Oh ya, juz remembered, tis is v farnie lor... everytime daniel going to lose liao den he'll start singing the 'if my people will humble themselves...' song... haha... it's so corny... he's face will lyk be v sorrowful and will look up and cry out... haha...

I wanna watch movie!!!!!

Oh ya!! praise God man... noe we fell short of $150 bucks fer our RC fund??? God bless man... we haf to raise it within THREE days lor... den today NEA collected an love offering fer RC... and guess WAD?? They raised $120+ !!! Whoa!!! Power man... haha... so now can pay rc rental liao... but noe wad? it also shows sth... haha... yunno...

Yunno ish a vocab used courtesy of Ken yee... i use can?? :P yunno... yunno...

I'm eating curry chicken!!! hahaha... jealous?? bleh...
Tml need to do project... tis is gonna be so sianz... bah... no no no... cannot liddat, muz do our best in everything... and take joy in serving god thru' our studies... yeah!! mi gonna do project man... whoa..........

oh ya... got crab meat soup...tink got fake sharksfin inside... muahaha... jealous??? i'm lyk telling you moi dinner menu lor...
Anwaes... god bless fer all 'O' level takers. Tml's prolly THE dae... Amaths exams... Jia you!!! just do your best and really pray and trust god fer the results...
Seriously, dun tink god will test us by givin us horrible 'O' level results.. since it's kinda an impt exam... but still, even if He really does, He has da BEST plan fer us. So wad more can we ask fer??? it's da best fer us...